Things got worse...

The play was cute and all went well on Wednesday. Last minute I decided to throw some clothes in a bag to spend the night, if I decided that was what I wanted. Decided to do that to calm me down some. It worked and Ashly called Thursday morning to see if I could meet her for lunch to give me my ticket for graduation on Friday. We ate at California Tortilla at Lansdowne and I came home.

Friday, out of here at 6:45AM to make it to Purcellville for graduation. Started SUV and battery light came on and gauge was reading toward the minus side. So what I did was say "please God just get me to graduation and then I can make a decision". Well, I made it----------and on Rte. 7 outside Leesburg coming home, it died. Thank you God for getting me there!!!

Got to the side of the road and called the garage to get a tow and Susie to pick me up. Cell Phones are wonderful!!! Long story short, by 8:00PM, I had my truck back and was settled in for the evening. Another $460. The bearings had fallen out of the alternator. Guess it was worn out.

I still feel stressed and anxious but am trying not to let it get me down. Plan on trying to ignore and maybe it will go away.

Well, last night I did cheat a little...........Mike said he had a bottle of wine upstairs so I poured a very small amount and took about 2 hours to drink it. It actually didn't have any calming affect which is good so I can throw the rest of the bottle away. Tasted terrible also so I don't think I'll get back to drinking.